2009年5月22日星期五

CONFUSE。。。

现在的心情有点低落。。。
想起了自己的未来,自己的前途。。。
现在的我该走什么棋,做什么决定呢?
觉得自己很没用。。。
二十一岁了,目标是什么也不懂。。。
想改变,却改变不了。。。
想做很多事情,却力不从心。。。
还是像以前一样,害怕做决定。。。
心情也很漂浮不定。。。
像刚才在吃东西时,一谈起工作,
心情就掉进了谷底。。。
你一直问我在想什么,
我答不到你,
因为太多了。。。
多得我觉得好混乱。。。
对不起,在你面前流泪了。。。
我知道你也很压力。。。
不用安慰我,我会没事的。。。
你也知道,
我不是很坚强,却能忍。。。
我会等,会努力
不再流泪。。。
我可以的。。。不过不是今天。。。
也许明天。。。


怎么才能够让自己走出一片天呢?
怎样才能把我的白纸填上美丽的颜色呢?


i'm confuse。。。

please stop the tears。。。

what should i do。。。

8 条评论:

connie 说...

same v u...
so confuse...
wat can i do?

soon 说...

wake up girls it no use if you keep complaining.
there are people who look forward to the future and there are some who are afraid of it. those who are not afraid is becos they have found their goal and are working toward it. those who are afraid of it is becos they still have not found their goal.
i know it hard to set goal for yourself if you do not really know what you want. there is also no way that i can teach you or tell you what is your goal.
after all it is you own life, you have to decide for yourself. do you really want someone to decide for you????
i bet you don't, so start think abt it.
like i said it before ""ÿou can run but you cannot hide"". you can keep crying and complaining abt it but if you don't start to set your goal the problem will still be there.
so let us work toward our future.

p/s: the world out there is so big, don't confine yourself in your tiny world. i know you are afride to take the 1st out but if you don't you will always remain at the same place.

s 说...

the life actually is very easy...everything is control by urself..no one can change for u..only u can change for urself..i give u a example..actually u put all ur love on ur bf, on ur family..but u never love urself..pls dun understand..u not wrong..u just took a wrong step..u should love urself more...i give an example..u hope can give a good life to ur family..bcos u love them so much..how u do it?can u do it?dun think that ur bf can do for u..dun think that others will do for u..dun think that u care ur bf,love ur bf..then he will give good life to u and ur family..remember he got his own family..so what should u do?love urself more, do what u want to do...what u want actually?21 years old, that's what u say..u should think deeply what u wan to do?what life do u wan?u wan a life like now?if u sastify ur life now..then dun do anything..just remain it everyday..if u wan to change..change it now..at least u should try..just tell urself..u r not just simple like this...u r the only one in the world..

vins 说...

to my dear tian ... ur yang here ....
i have choose a hard way to do , u know wat i means .. i took the post ..and receive the challenges .. and i found about 8 ppl first only build up the team and join there..

maybe will having a lot things to handle and manage , but i choose it , i know you can wait , but i cant let you wait so long , just support and always at my side ,

angel hiding wings... angel hiding vins...

just stand at my back and see what we do ...

future are coming everyday... time pass so fast, i hope we can pass it ..

love you tian

Goris san 说...

才二十一岁能做些什么决定呢?
路是自己走的..
我从不会随便流下眼泪..
环境所逼...
除了他..
我自己也没方向..
但..
我说过会弄一间ICE-CREAM HOUSE
是我以前跟他的约定..
虽然剩我一个人..我还是会努力的..
你比我幸福..
加油..
你一定能找到自己所要的..
感情不能不理..
家人也一定要顾..
也别太依赖人...
S说的有理..但我觉得有点自私了...
虽然人们总是会自私自立的一面...
但我赞同他说的..
dun think that others will do for u.
at ur live..
oly u can control your self...
n wat life u wan...

s 说...

to san..thank for supporting my opinion....one thing i want to tell everyone..no one can promise anything for u..only u can promise urself..

yenling。celest 说...

connie:
we should try hard to find what we want...ok...
gambateh...

soon:
thanks again soon...
i dint complain,mayb will blame myself,cos til now i still can find out my goal...yes,im afraid,but i will try my best...i hope to change,and i want to change...
hope one day i really can...

's':
thanks 's',i know no one can instead to do anything...all ur opinion i will remember and remind myself,i will find out wat i really want...just believe myself...no one can help me...cheers...

san:
u still cant put him down,nvm,time will cure it...hope u will achieve ur dream...dun trust promise anymore...and i also never think that other ppl can do it for me...we should incharge by ourselves...
we are stronger...haha...than all guy...
hehe

Goris san 说...

yaya..
we r strong n brave...
only we can promise myself..